first time i threw a seed in the dirt, i didn’t know shit just hoped water and sun would do the trick. plant barely made it.
second round, i started listening to the dirt. like, literally checking moisture by feel, not just dumping water. added worm castings, let the microbes work, stopped overthinking nutes.

biggest tip? don’t fight the soil. feed it, respect it, and it’ll take care of the plant. dirt wants weed… you just gotta meet it halfway.

I used to hide my use of weed heavy. always looking over my shoulder, making excuses, downplaying it with certain people. felt like I was living two versions of myself.

then one day I just got tired. told a close very christian mate straight up yeah, I use, it helps me stay level. didn’t try to justify it, didn’t overshare. just honest.

weirdly, it didn’t push anyone away. it brought in the right ones. now I don’t feel like I’m living in secret. feels better smoking with integrity than hiding in the shadow of stigma.